sábado 24 de noviembre de 2007

The day of my life or my life in one day

A very good friend of mine (Mike Ricanho) is writing a book called “The day of my life or my life in one day” and well it got me thinking a little bit... in the start of the book (that isn’t finished yet) the main character of the book talks about his life and he says his whole life spam was pretty much worthless other than the day where he found what happiness meant and well it got me thinking and I really thought necessary put most of this ideas in writing...

So the sad moments of your life are not what you came here for, I think that’s not such a crazy idea, not one of us like suffering, we hate the feeling of helplessness, and I think we all know what i’m talking about, knowing that you can’t just stand there waiting for something to happen but you have to cos there’s nothing you can actually do (I’ve been learning the hard way recently...), losing somebody you love, all the things that make you grief, hurt and all those things we’re (or at lest I am) very familiar with.

But what moment is it that my life will be extremely happy? Is it like some kind of “Felix Felicis” in Harry Potter, or maybe the day that Top Cat wins the lottery, the day of your life must fulfill you but can we really tell?... Maybe we wouldn’t know which is our happiest moment if we haven’t got something to compare it with, sad moments are hard (but they all are in a different shade of gray –or black) but there must be one day, one hour or at least one second when all the sadness, pain and grief are not only overcome for the rest of your life by happiness they’re even forgotten because you have found the moment you’ve lived for... what can it be? Well, I would really like to know cause I really doubt that moment has come for me, but why? Don’t I deserve to be happy? I’m not the one to answer for that one.

So I’ve thought and I’ve tried to get deep in this series of strayed thoughts and I’ve come to a conclusion, if you life is only magnified by one day then you have to live every single as it that moment it’s yet to come, but at the end we won’t be able to tell ‘til we die, and at least for me, I think that is the day of your life when I can really see all that’s happened, all I’ve done, and all that has been done in me, I really think at the end or our lives (or beginning of the real ones) you can say, I’ve really lived up my life for a single second, the second I cease to walk upon this earth....

I know it’s kinda crazy but I’ve tried to get deep.. please comment away and help this become something worth reading :D Thanks...

3 comentarios:

Keila dijo...

Guelcom a Blogspot, je, je. ¡Escribe más!

Neri dijo...

Hola mich: Me gusto lo que escribiste,esta muy interesante el tema que tocas, muy acorde al dia de "hoy",me hiciste pensar,sigue poniendo mas cosas no?.

MJ dijo...

Hey so, are you sure u wanna be into all that bussiness stuff...cos this writing is just great!!!!!! So, well, i guess what i mean is that i get what you´re saying...is like you´re reading all of my thoughts..(and we dont even talk that much jeje(but you´re good explaining them)And well, all i can say is that i know that one day we´ll get it...one day all of our questions all those things we´ve been trying to understand for so long, and trying to find a meaning for them will come...someday we´ll look back just to say...it was all worth it...i didn´t really get it at the time...but now i see that that wasn´t neccesary...it was just part of the road...and i´m glad i walked it...someday everything will make sense and we´ll be able to smile at it..even if it is "the second we cease to walk upon this earth"...Hugs!!